Forever and Always

I'm never going to forget an entire 3 year time period in my life. Or at least not anytime soon with the exception of an amnesia causing accident or something. I'm never going to be "unchanged" now that I'm in remission. There is absolutely no guarantee remission will stay around. But while it's here I really need to focus on being me and staying as positive and active and unconnected to RSD as I can. It's crazy to be told you'll have something forever and then after you've been fighting those odds so long, there to be a miraculous procedure with results never expected that take the forever away. Whether it's just a break or a second chance, whatever it is, I'm in remission. I'm not fighting, I'm living and that means...forever fighting is on hiatus.

Think you'll miss me? well, i haven't been much of a blogger lately, but that is quite frankly due to indifference in my feelings towards where forever fighting is to go now. I am not fighting RSD , despite RSD having shaped me... this blog has no where to go. I began this to let out my thoughts and give some sort of inspiration or guidance but now I feel like I need to focus on chasing dreams and living life filled with spontaneity and perhaps less gloomy consistency. No more foot updates. No more fighting, I have nothing to prove.

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