T is for timesaver

I'm going to do a quick alphabet blog to update people on things but so I don't ramble quite as much...or at least that's the goal.



Anxiety has been much much better lately although as far and being angry and angsty... ha...needs improvement.

B is for breakthrough which I had one today. I figured out why I was suddenly rebelling against treatment. B is also for boy. My boy. Who is amazing.

Chocolate is delicous particularly this time of month. I went on a chocolate binge today. It was yummy, bad in the long run but hey, live a little.

Dreams---less nightmares lately!

E is for E. of course. He's mine mine mine. ♥

Forgetting is really hard but I'm working on that whole living in the moment thing. Plus, E. helps me to forget all the bad and scary things (:

G is for reaching my goals. I need to work harder this semester and so far I'm off to a not too bad start. I forgot my chem. worksheet at home, but it will get done and I typed up some awesome history notes!

H is for havoc! It seems like everything is insane lately. I mean I'm always insane but wowza. H is also for hormones of which I have too many. My mood has been from hear to china and back twenty times today. AND H is for home program. I've discovered why I hate it. It's something I can't leave behind. It's right in my house. It's like when it is going to end. I can leave appointments but it's always go do home program. How long before they let me stop?

I is for intensity. I'm not sure how I feel about my therapy intensity. And I know I feel crappy about my intense emotions.

J is for January which is yet another month I just survived.

K is for knitting. I did a ton of it today and am nearly finished a beautiful scarf with purple yarn and pink fuzzies.

Love. I used to think I wouldn't even begin knowing what it felt like until far after highschool. Boy oh boy was I wrong. I love him. ♥


M is for money. The world revolves around it and I hate it. I could use some. I need to get a job. gah. :p M is also for music which keeps me near sane. Not orchestra music of course. That keeps me insane these days. I blasted some screamo and then some blog music earlier.

N is for new classes, new semester.

O is for oh dear it's getting late.

P is for none other than physical therapy. It sucks.

Q is for quiet time with my boy. My favorite thing these days.

R is for rushing. I feel like things are rushing by these days and it scares me. R is also for rest. I love resting. I love sleeping. I wanna just hide under the blankets all the time.

S is for sanity of which I have none.

T is for none other than treatment. -_- Let's just stop this already... ):

Understand that this is taking a long time and I'm running out of patience with it.


V is for violin which I never practice. It's also for virtue and values but we're not getting into that discussion this evening.

W is for writing. The #1 thing E. has to share my love with. (minus family)

X really now?! X?! I'm tired. meh.

Y don't I stop? Because... I'm nearly done all 26...

Z