No. It's not fair. Nothing is okay. My friend AB has to go back into RSD treatment. She's so amazing and alone. I wish I could be with her. It's a hellish treatment. You toture the RSD out of you, literally. And it's what I should do. But I can't make myself do it. And I don't want her to have to go. She shouldn't have to go. We need to be together. We're like the same. I love her so much. She understands. She UNDERSTANDS. I'm not alone. I need to be with her. I need treatment.
I am so scared. I am so terrified. I feel so alone. I don't know. What do I do!!!???
Emerging from the shadows....
16 years ago
2 comments:
Awww Baaaaob!!! You are never alone. As for your friend, you are always with her and her with you. I have no idea what that feels like and it makes me sad. I wanna know everything my friends are going thru, good or bad. And it hurts me that sometimes I can't. You will figure it out.
<3 lots of love.
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